i've not written...
it doesn't mean i don't miss you
it doesn't mean we've dropped off the deep end...
it means...well,....it means i'm just getting myself ready for battle.
just several months ago Dr. Sykora got knee to knee with me and said...'get ready for the fight of your life'
i think i'm starting to feel battle fatigue.
i mean...come on already Lord...he's suffered enough...
he can't sleep
he downs umpteen vitamins a day
he is bald and not sure if the hair growing back is blond or white.
can't get rid of the chill but won't wear long johns
he has about two weeks out of four that he can move around in relative 'denial' before it is time to don the helmets and get ready to fight again.
damn....i just want to wake up and sell my house...buy a new one here and move on with our lives.....i want to plan my garden....i want to know what pool i'm going to belong to....i want i want i want.
hmmmmmmmmm something my parents have heard out of my mouth all my life i suspect.
i don't like living day to day...
i'm not good at it
i can't plan that way
i can't sit and day dream about what things will be like....'when''''
butttttttttttt
time waits for no one as they say
we've got to get ready to batten down the hatches for the next two weeks
be ready for ANYTHING
live minute by minute
second by second
and then we'll be happy for two weeks.............
i hate this disease...
i hate what it has done to our life..
i hate it i hate it i hate it.....
.............................
but just so you don't think i've lost my mind...here are a couple pictures
mr. k and daddy have their 'helmets' on for the transformer battle
and here i am with my own 'helmet' on..........
God Save the Queen!!!!!!!!!!
6 comments:
Hang in there Sheri and Family!
Everyday for all of us is a gift that is why we call it the present!
We all have our own little battles that we fight each day. "One Day at a Time." (Do you remember that show?)
We are all praying for Doug everyday! He looks great in the last picture! You all do!
We are off for the second day in a row for ice this time.
I am going to Holy Hour tomorrow.
I have lots of people to pray for! Thursday 6:30 at SC!
Our friend AM from EMO and SC just had a small tumor removed from her left breast. Teddy's mom. She moved to Cleveland.
JB's SC teacher and my friend has some kind of cancer. She was cancer free for 2 years
Baby steps!
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming...
We are all in this together.
Never Give up!
Take good care,
MB and Family
Hang in there!
Hi Sheri
I am keeping your family in my prayers. It just isn't fair.
But God has his own plans for us the Good, The Bad and The Ugly.
Sometimes we have to wallow through all the muck to get to the better side of things. Keep the faith, He will never leave you. Remember the Foot Prints Poem.
In God's Love Hugzzzzzzzzz Ann
ok, you are good to go. it helps to vent once in awhile.love you auntm
Sheri, Sheri, Sheri, I sure wasn't expecting this one. Never! Never! give up, I know it must extremely difficult for all of you, but keep the faith in God and he will see you through. It's always easier for the other guy to say but remember that song "One Day at a Time Sweet Jesus."
You all are always in our thoughts and prayers and take care of each other.
Everyone looks great in the pictures.
Love, hugs and kisses
grma &grpa B
My Dear B Team:
I just don't know what to say...where are those Donna Reed words of wisdom when ya need 'em?
Just know we're praying for all of you....and we're here for you.
Matter a fact....will be heading your way early in the morning.
All our love....
nana
Sheri - cry and scream in the shower, babe!! The water running down on you are God's tears (and all of your friends and families tears) crying right along with you.
Hel
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